ERR.... Blog.

Altough I have already using the blog since the end of last year, but I still felt the blog is quite new for me. I don't lots of application in the blog. I don't know how to follow the blog, link a blog and find my friends blog. I never got to see the icons "search for friend" or "add as friend" in the blog. ( I though it was like facebook or frienster. wakaka..... it's quite complicated for the new. I still have to learn some "technique" from my friends.

Those group SUCKS.

Going back to school in the afternoon to attend our co-curiculum. I "jump" from the PBSM ( Red Cresent ) to Kadet Remaja Sekolah ( School Youth Club- something like that ). I have got a new experience in this club. I am new member and also my friend- Lao Gong Quan. There are a lot of the native member. Only 2 chinese- my friend and me. It's not crowd and not very much people attend. There have a lot of activities that done in every year by our gruop.

Why I choose this club ? There's got a few reasons. I can have more chance to gain more marksfor my co-curiculum. I have ask my friend who also one of the member of this club, he say, the mark is higher- B grade. It's seem better for me. Since a few years ago, the uniform group which I participate- PBSM, I only gain grade D. Damn....although I already attend the meeting. ( it's also happen at my badminton club. So cilaka, the teacher in charge "cincai" give the mark for us. memang geram nye.... ). And somemore, these all club is always owned and control by the more powerful people. Thus, we get no chance to have a vacancy for getting a AJK. We are kick out. They never care of us. They do what thay want. They get all the benefit and chance without telling the member since the member is a lot. How can it be ? This called as RESPONSIBLE ??? They are giving no chance for us not. And some more LOOKING DOWN of us. They made us damning FUCK. Those club sucks. Can you called me not very proactive in the group ? I think I am not wrong. If they didn't choose us, what to do staying in the group ? And the teacher also. Influence by those powerful man and leader. Always refered and called them for all activities. How about us ? never think of others ? At least, in my new group, I still got a status and been concerned. How about Badminton ? No other words can be describe. The mark DAMNING LOW. E grade, although I already attend all the meeting. As I say, the teacher DAMNING SHIT. FUCK. SUCKS................... same attitude also. CIXXX.

Fortunely, my cousin follow me also to jump to other groups. Yeah... got other chinese friend. Hope it's my correct choice. I depend to it, my SPM ^^
And only I am very grate with my Science and Math clubs. Kudos. Bravo. I recommend to you. It's nice. You will never regret. Believe me. Why I feel grate although I sm only one of a normal member ? You can find it yourselves. It's was open to all, fair, fun, enjoy. GRATE to be one of the member !!!!!! LOVE YOU SN & MT !!!!

my chemistry subject & the teacher

OMG !!! damning chemistry. As I post in facebook, I HATE chemistry. It's my worst subject. It's wasting my time, struggling me. It's made me have to do triple works in order to achieve the level. Why I hate chemistry ? Because it's hard. I can't find the solution for almost the question especially about the chemical substances and the equation. I always copy my friends works as I can't find the answer. That's why my result is not good in this subject. T.T

But one thing is after I determine the factor, I discovered that the main factor the teacher teaching technique is not suit me. It's was too fast for me. My friend who tuition ( tuition freak ) a lot never meet any problem in this subject. They can done it quickly and correctly. Why ? they got a better tuition teacher.

The chemistry subject is new for me although I have learn it since last year. But I still can't conquer the subject. As an example, the first day of lesson in the first chapter, Rate of reaction. I was very curious why I can't find the correct answer- it's about find the gradient of graph. Then, the next morning, my friend told me, the teacher teach wrongly. At that times, I just realize it. WTF!!!!!! She already teaches us the WRONG step for n times since last year !!!! I can't excuse it. I was very x 100 damning angry because I don't allow the teacher to teach us the wrong step becuase the name of TEACHER. It's can "devastating" a lot of students as the student didn't realize the mistake like me. It's was a death for us. Can you imagine how about a student keep practicing the "SHIT" step and solution teaches by her and continue doing it in the public exam ?? DAMNING FUXK. This could kill us who never going for tuition especially me. Because of the teacher, she made me lost in the chemistry. Altough a very simple chemical equation, still can do it will. How can I be a doctor ? ( hopefully, doctor is not my favourite carreer ) very "sien" every time studying this subject. I always refer to my friends whatever there's a problem.

What to do ? I wish to change away the teacher ( if can, I wish the history and biology teachers also can be change. I wil discuss it in the next up coming post ) But how ? Complaint her by parents ? My dad or mum was not the principal of my school. Thus, I have to waste my time to start my tuition. My preserve GOLD TIME- Sunday morning had to spend for chemistry tuition. hiaz.......... After I start my tuition, there is no more days can let me "charging my battery full"- sleep lately. ( except public holidays ).... hiaz....... my GOD can you promise me to get an A+ in my SPM public exam ?

* sorry, I can't tell you the name of the teacher. I don't dare to publish the name of the teacher if she got saw it in my blog. I will kill and murder by her. haha... *

Happy new year-2010

The clock show it was 12 am. The second needle just tick after the 12am. Hurray!!!! I have just experience the first second of the first day of the new year. I can hear the the sound of fireworks. The sound of the fireworks made me can't sleep because it was too noisy. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I was very exited although I am stay at home. FINALLY, i can watch my TVBS through PPLive !!! although left only 3 minute to get into 2010 !!! NOW HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY ALL FRIEND !!!!!!!!!!!!

It' the end of the year 2009

Got see the calender at the image up there ? Only left the last sheet. I will tear it down after tonight. It's shown the date 31/12/2009.

WOW~~ the time passing very fast until I haven't realize it ( over speed. can it slow down ? ) 31.12.2009- the end of the year 2009 ( the last day of year 2009 ). New year and new days-I am welcoming with the new wish and hope. Good bye to the all bad luck. Tonight, will I countdown ? I have my programs for tonight such as watching television ( TVBS channel- countdown with my idols ) and there is a concert will be held to night at the bazaar. Or I will countdown with my laptop in the internet ( got live show ? ). Tomorrow, 1.1.2010- it's was a public holiday, going Kuching with my parents or cousins.
This morning, I got read a article in the newspaper. It's was about the pronounciation of "2010". haha... twenty-ten or two thousand ten ? Which one is more suitable ? Let read the newspaper or radio, then you may find it.
What is my goal in this new year ? Of course, I got a lot of things need to do during the year of 2010. I had to plan it. SPM public exam- it's determine my future.... AND I still got the another important things which I need to do doing this coming new year is............................................

* to be continue...* I will post it in the next or upcoming post. haha.

my very short hair - new hair style ?

This morning, I was going to have a hair cut at barber since the the school was reopen this coming sunday. Today, I have a very short hair cut. Accually, I only just want to
trim my hair a little bit but I forget to tell the barber. Thus, after the cut, I realize that it'a was too short for me. haiz......

Reason_____silent reader

I create my blog after I had view my favourite blogger. He said he decided to quit his blog after his upcoming post. Oh My God ! What's in his mind ? I like and love to view his post. But he said he feel silent and bored in his blog. He hated all "silent readers". ( I think I am the one, perhaps he does not know me.. haha ). He is welcoming and asked others post some comment in his posts. ( wow~ what a weird man.. haha. I am not a blogger, so i can't post any comments in his post. sorry.. ) Now, I have create a blog, at least it made me more easier to connect with him. Hope "you" won't quit your blog, keep going in, pal.

How about "silent reader" ? "Silent reader"? I think I can guess the meaning roughly. In my opinion, it means the others readers ( unknown ? ) who always read someone post occasionally without left any comments and connect with the blogger. I don't know whether this had become a truth which had to face by every blogger? Please imagine how about your blog as you post everythings up there and there aren't comment on ur post eventhough your friends ? Will it bored ? I think yes. ( I agree with you, pal )

* This is my second post. I had written this after a few minutes a wrote my first post. I have written 2 posts within 3 hours. why ? because I was bored. T.T it's raining outside. It made me "store" at home. AND another thing, I write this post for TWICE. Accually, at first this post I had written and save in my microsoft word'07 then after that I copy it in my blog space. The format WASN'T ACCEPT by the blog ( something wrong with the HTML format ). So, I had typ for second times with the same post. haiz......It was a lesson for me. I won't repeat the same mistake anymore. Wasting my time. *