Careers. Which career suit me ?

Civil engineer ? Geologist ? Pilot ?

Pilot ? Yes. It's my dream. Although I can't be a REAL pilot, at least I can be my Remote control helicopter's pilot. lol...... I feel very anxious to get in the cockpit of aircraft. I don't mind whether it's a Boeing cockpit or the simulator. As long as i can GET CONTROL of the airplane. wakaka...... however, a helicopter is more inviting for me.

How to get an helicopter license ?

I was very surprised!

An incident was surprising us. Not only me but my friends also. One of our all friend, XXX has past away. OMG !!! Although there was a report in newspaper in last week, just a few days after CNY! I have got to see the report in newspaper but I do not know whose the victim was. He was involved in an car accident. His motorbike was crashed with a car. A few days ago, I was informed by one of my friend, said he had "gone". I totally surprising. I wouldn't know about this incident since the news don't mention the name of the victim. He was our friend since primary school. But after I get in secondary school, I seldom saw him because we are not at the same class. God bless.
Lesson learned. "Menghargai" our friends. Be careful on road.

Chinese new year is almost over.

Today is Sunday. Holidays has ended today. My all tuition classes started. My cousins and aunty have also gone back to Brunei. Now, left only my brothers at home. Silent. Bored. Tomorrow, re-schooling. No mood. Still want to have more holidays. T.T
How about can I turning back the time to last weekend? It's the first day of CNY. Nice. It's seem the time past very quickly. I HAVE NOT ENJOY THE OCCASION. Having CNY for once more ? Now everything turn to lame. Return to normal. But I haven't suit myself in it. Still not prepare yet. Actually, I have many things have to post during last week. But I have no time to post because I am very buzy. Buzy playing firecrackers, gamble- "ban lat", playing mahjong and gathering with my all relatives and cousins. I love the cny environment. Doesn't you ?

Chinese new year eve.

It's the last day for lunar calendar- chinese new year eve. What are you decide to do today ? playing firecrackers ? Of course, today's midnight. It's is our tradition. I, also play the "little" firecrackers with my brother and cousin. It's fun but must be careful. So, you will not being hurt. Tonight, I will going to have a reunion dinner at my grandmother's house. This is the most important part in cny eve. I think all chinese do that every year. Today, my house is crowd with my relative. Wow.......... cny is coming. Left only 15 hours to turn in "tiger year" ( according to our chinese zodiac ) Besides, I also started playing poker- "ban lat". Last night, I earn RM 5. wakaka.... so happy.

BTW, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO U ALL. TO NIGHT, WAS THE CLIMAX OF CNY EVE. HOPE EVERYBODY ENJOY IT. GO OUT FROM YOUR HOUSE AND WATCH THE FIRECRACKERS.

ERR.... Blog.

Altough I have already using the blog since the end of last year, but I still felt the blog is quite new for me. I don't lots of application in the blog. I don't know how to follow the blog, link a blog and find my friends blog. I never got to see the icons "search for friend" or "add as friend" in the blog. ( I though it was like facebook or frienster. wakaka..... it's quite complicated for the new. I still have to learn some "technique" from my friends.

Those group SUCKS.

Going back to school in the afternoon to attend our co-curiculum. I "jump" from the PBSM ( Red Cresent ) to Kadet Remaja Sekolah ( School Youth Club- something like that ). I have got a new experience in this club. I am new member and also my friend- Lao Gong Quan. There are a lot of the native member. Only 2 chinese- my friend and me. It's not crowd and not very much people attend. There have a lot of activities that done in every year by our gruop.

Why I choose this club ? There's got a few reasons. I can have more chance to gain more marksfor my co-curiculum. I have ask my friend who also one of the member of this club, he say, the mark is higher- B grade. It's seem better for me. Since a few years ago, the uniform group which I participate- PBSM, I only gain grade D. Damn....although I already attend the meeting. ( it's also happen at my badminton club. So cilaka, the teacher in charge "cincai" give the mark for us. memang geram nye.... ). And somemore, these all club is always owned and control by the more powerful people. Thus, we get no chance to have a vacancy for getting a AJK. We are kick out. They never care of us. They do what thay want. They get all the benefit and chance without telling the member since the member is a lot. How can it be ? This called as RESPONSIBLE ??? They are giving no chance for us not. And some more LOOKING DOWN of us. They made us damning FUCK. Those club sucks. Can you called me not very proactive in the group ? I think I am not wrong. If they didn't choose us, what to do staying in the group ? And the teacher also. Influence by those powerful man and leader. Always refered and called them for all activities. How about us ? never think of others ? At least, in my new group, I still got a status and been concerned. How about Badminton ? No other words can be describe. The mark DAMNING LOW. E grade, although I already attend all the meeting. As I say, the teacher DAMNING SHIT. FUCK. SUCKS................... same attitude also. CIXXX.

Fortunely, my cousin follow me also to jump to other groups. Yeah... got other chinese friend. Hope it's my correct choice. I depend to it, my SPM ^^
And only I am very grate with my Science and Math clubs. Kudos. Bravo. I recommend to you. It's nice. You will never regret. Believe me. Why I feel grate although I sm only one of a normal member ? You can find it yourselves. It's was open to all, fair, fun, enjoy. GRATE to be one of the member !!!!!! LOVE YOU SN & MT !!!!

my chemistry subject & the teacher

OMG !!! damning chemistry. As I post in facebook, I HATE chemistry. It's my worst subject. It's wasting my time, struggling me. It's made me have to do triple works in order to achieve the level. Why I hate chemistry ? Because it's hard. I can't find the solution for almost the question especially about the chemical substances and the equation. I always copy my friends works as I can't find the answer. That's why my result is not good in this subject. T.T

But one thing is after I determine the factor, I discovered that the main factor the teacher teaching technique is not suit me. It's was too fast for me. My friend who tuition ( tuition freak ) a lot never meet any problem in this subject. They can done it quickly and correctly. Why ? they got a better tuition teacher.

The chemistry subject is new for me although I have learn it since last year. But I still can't conquer the subject. As an example, the first day of lesson in the first chapter, Rate of reaction. I was very curious why I can't find the correct answer- it's about find the gradient of graph. Then, the next morning, my friend told me, the teacher teach wrongly. At that times, I just realize it. WTF!!!!!! She already teaches us the WRONG step for n times since last year !!!! I can't excuse it. I was very x 100 damning angry because I don't allow the teacher to teach us the wrong step becuase the name of TEACHER. It's can "devastating" a lot of students as the student didn't realize the mistake like me. It's was a death for us. Can you imagine how about a student keep practicing the "SHIT" step and solution teaches by her and continue doing it in the public exam ?? DAMNING FUXK. This could kill us who never going for tuition especially me. Because of the teacher, she made me lost in the chemistry. Altough a very simple chemical equation, still can do it will. How can I be a doctor ? ( hopefully, doctor is not my favourite carreer ) very "sien" every time studying this subject. I always refer to my friends whatever there's a problem.

What to do ? I wish to change away the teacher ( if can, I wish the history and biology teachers also can be change. I wil discuss it in the next up coming post ) But how ? Complaint her by parents ? My dad or mum was not the principal of my school. Thus, I have to waste my time to start my tuition. My preserve GOLD TIME- Sunday morning had to spend for chemistry tuition. hiaz.......... After I start my tuition, there is no more days can let me "charging my battery full"- sleep lately. ( except public holidays ).... hiaz....... my GOD can you promise me to get an A+ in my SPM public exam ?

* sorry, I can't tell you the name of the teacher. I don't dare to publish the name of the teacher if she got saw it in my blog. I will kill and murder by her. haha... *